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Monday, July 20, 2009

We went to the doctor's today =]. I've had a lot of bad experiences with doctor's almost killing me and stuff but this one saved my life so I'm pretty happy about that =]. But, anyways, he might have figured out what is wrong with me. Of course, it might not be right. We have to get blood tests and stuff to check to see if it's there. So there may end up being a completely different diagnosis but I can't imagine what. Because this one makes so much sense o.o. I can't remember the disease exactly, but it's Wilson's something. I'm leaning towards Wilson Syndrome. Maybe? I dunno lol. I know it's Wilson something and I'm pretty sure the second word begins with an S.

But anyways, it's basically a genetic abnormality that causes more copper to appear in your blood which is very detrimental. Because copper pushes out the zinc in the body. More copper = less zinc. More zinc = less copper. This can cause migraines, liver function problems, heart problems, pain in the joints, weakens the immune system, causes a loss of cognitive sense, blacking out when you stand up, and all that fun stuff. And the thing is, when I catalog all this I find that I have all the symptoms. Today, I learned my liver is kinda possibly failing >.>. And what with the whole rheumatic fever thing. We think that was caused by the weakened immune system.

Unfortunately, it's rather undiagnosed and people can get heart attacks from it at an early age and can also lose liver function. Both which equal death unless you get on tons of drugs, catch it in time, and are lucky to have a good enough doctor. And the last one is really rare. I don't like doctors. You might be able to tell =P. This one guy we're seeing is an exception. But they've almost killed my grandad through their inadequacy and killed me. And I've seen lots of doctors. And so has my grandad. I don't trust them. Never will =].

It's just that life is not like the tv shows, the doctors don't care outside the appointment. After they see you and give you drugs you are out of their life until they pay you again. Doctors don't care about you if you aren't already in the emergency room. By which time it's too late. Sorry that was a real tangent XD, but I don't like the fact that so many people die because they are undiagnosed. And not because of their own stupidity (which isn't really their fault) but because of doctor's being too ignorant. And I hate it. They learn this knowledge and then they forget it. It's like they want to become a doctor for the money. And even if that's not the reason, they always get messed up by the medical industry. Always giving people drugs to fix their problems and when that doesn't work, they give up.

Sorry for this. But the medical industry really makes me angry. Big drug companies have commercials and put their products in all the stores. Sure this may cause heart attack and death but who cares as long as it makes you not depressed. We won't even monitor your health like we're supposed to. Instead we're just gonna expect them to work and when you die from becoming even more depressed because of the anti-depressants, we're gonna blame everyone else but us. Because that's what tends to happen with anti-depressants. If they don't work with your body chemistry, they end up making you even more depressed than before. Sounds like a real wonderful drug doesn't it?

And all the doctors and hospitals have been brainwashed. Drugs are the only way. Not making your body work the way it's supposed to work by using natural products like vitamins. Not by boosting your immune system using a natural product coming from the food we eat. Not by giving our body the stuff it needs to survive. Instead the doctors give you stuff that's been created in a petri dish. That hasn't been tested well enough and ends up killing more people than it saves.

It's even worse in the US because the FDA is completely bogus. They typically let the drugs or the modified foods into our country because they just want money. They're paid out by the companies in order to keep them on the market. I don't know the details exactly but the FDA had been letting a modified sugar through to the markets in the US where in all other places it had been banned from use. But our FDA? They welcome the money it brings. Sure, it might cause illness and death but we have money in our hands. What's more important than that?

And then there are the genetically modified fruits and vegetables. Did you know that there was a plant that was genetically modified so it had a protectant against bugs. I would cripple the spinal cord so the insect would die. Well, low and behold, we find it not only works on insects, but it works on children as well. And then when they stop production of it, they aren't careful enough to quarantine it and seeds from them could have spread.

And that's not even the bad part. There was an experiment done at a high school and they had two cages of mice. In one cage they gave the mice food that hadn't been genetically modified. In the other they fed them geneticaly modified food. The mice in the non genetically modified food cage stayed fine. They acted like normal mice. But in the other cage, the mice began to fight and their sleeping habits changed. At the end of the experiment two of the mice in the genetically modified cage had died. What does this tell you?

Because do you know what we're doing to our fruits and vegetables. We're combining them with insect repellants. Which are toxic to humans. Yeah, this is part of our food. No matter how much we clean them, our food will still contain its genetics. Sounds like fun doesn't it? But not only that. Our improvements in prevention of insect destruction in our crops only manage to make the insects worse. Because some of the bugs are resistant to it. And so those are the ones who have children and eventually you have a whole colony of insects that are resistant to your repellant. And then you have to find something new. Typically, it's more chemical and worse for humans.

And not only that, but humans haven't really studied genetically modified crops that well. They haven't figured out the detrimental side effects. Instead they assume nothing is going to happen. It's stupid and idiotic and eventually it's going to kill us. But, now, they've experimented on the first sperm cell. Do we actually understand what we are doing? Do we know the side effects of genetic modification enough in order to risk our loved ones? I'd say no. We are not ready. It's not some argument that God created us and that we are supposed to exist as we were created. No, this is a logical argument. I personally don't want to risk my future children. I want people to realize the danger of this.

We need research before we end up destroying our race. Although my guess is that the world will be better off without humans.

Oh gosh, I'm so terribly sorry o.o. I didn't mean to get started on the evils of the world >.<. And it's not even well written on the evils of the world XD. But this will probably happen a lot >.> I was kinda holding back. Sorry!

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